Fall is a season away and by then I will need to decide what I will be doing and where I will be living. It’s been difficult living in NYC. Everything is so expensive, commuting feels like it gets worse each year, and I feel like I’m not having much success or growth when it comes to my art career. There have also been a lot of wonderful things about living here and I’m so grateful I’ve made so many friends while living in this city. It just feels very bitter sweet lately. “I better do these things because I might not get to do them again after this year!” is something I keep thinking about. That is how most people feel life should be lived. It’s actually very stressful. Anyways, I’ve been told not to worry about these things just yet. Who knows where life will lead me by then.