Hello! I’m still going through feelings but being more proactive. Maybe it’s the new year. Maybe I’m tired of crying so much. Or maybe it’s just today I’m feeling ok. That is ok too. Being home has been good. Hard[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
The last few days I’ve been waking up with pain in my chest on the left side. Trust me I keep wondering if I’m having a heart attack. My mom thinks it is stressed and offered to take me to[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
Good to be back! Kinda. Why it is warm? It’s supposed to be cold. Like my heart. Durhurhur…
What do I want? How do I be the best version of me? Why am I struggling to answer simple questions?
They know I love them.
I’m better today than I was the other day.
Be compassionate to yourself. Take a deep breathe and keep moving forward. Also get new shoes. Your feet hurt.
Sometimes I wish Unit and Lesson plans were premade so I only need to tweak a few things. Having to make it from scratch is so much work. I don’t envy teachers. Oh well, it needs to be done and[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
My comics are starting to look and feel more like me lately. I’m still sad and get the urge to text the ex. Then I remind myself that he’s the one that lost feelings for me. I should respect that.[…]↓ Read the rest of this entry…
So I did get sick. Betterish now.
