Unlazy

Growing up, anytime my dad would drop me off to school he’d say, “Be nice to all the other kids. Don’t beat anybody up.” and I’d just laugh and go into school. Thank goodness I’ve never been in a fight or lash out violently. I never really noticed my temper growing up but I’m sure I’ve always been this way. Some things that should upset me don’t. Some things I shouldn’t be upset by do. It’s a delicate dance. Anytime I do get angry I just want to storm off and rage quit. I woke up alright today and had some dreams that I think were inspirational? Can’t remember. Last night though, I was so upset. So so sooooo mad. I tried to get to sleep but I just wanted to scream and punch things. At least yesterday is over and I have this whole new day to enjoy. Hopefully anger free.