Unlazy

It definitely feels like there are a lot of moving parts on my life right now. During Mid-Winter Recess I’ve kept busy. With all important things. Some more than others. I’m feeling overwhelmed, stressed, sad, angry, and scared. Fear is constantly near by. Fear of failing, fear of not being enough, fear of pushing people away, fear of clinging to people, fear of being lost in a multiple aspects of my life. So chanting helps. Just being around people helps a bit too. Taking a step at at time. Breathing. I can do this. I will do this. It will be ok. My goals are still a bit blurry but I’m getting there. That’s ok. It’s ok that I don’t feel ok. Let’s keep this party going.