Ace is happiest at his window while I work. The antibiotics and probiotics are really helping. He is on his way to normal. It is always so scary when pets get sick. Honestly, I think it helped snap me out of this spiraling pit of self pity and hurt of a lost relationship for a little bit. So now that he’s better, I’m back at it! Whoo Hoo Heartbreak Hotline! Yeah…

…This morning I woke up at 5am like I have been the last few days. It was great because I was able to chant for an hour, write my morning pages, and tend to Ace. In the morning pages I wrote myself a love letter. It was nice. I’m very romantic. Go to know I’ll always love me. Durp durp. Sometimes I wonder what are words for? How can we tell who’s words hold the most truth behind them? Why you can tell someone you love them but hurt them at the same time? I’m glad animals don’t use words. Ace is so honest. He shows his feelings more than most people. I love my dog.