I think the pink is cuter but for now I wanted to do something like the older unlazy strips. So I stepped away from social media earlier this month. I realized I was getting too sucked into it. So much of my time was spent on social media or playing cellphone games. Once I cut out the social media I had so much more time added to the time I already have to spend. A bunch of other thoughts and realizations happened too. My feelings have been all over the place. Why do so many changes happen suddenly or all at the same time? Yesterday was a challenge. I woke up feeling sad and hurting. Today I woke up light and cheery. My dreams were a bit weird but now the only thing I can remember is the feeling of confused. Did my hour of chanting, wrote morning pages, and made a long todo list so if I ever feel bored or like moping I can turn to it. So much to do.
It’s ok to feel sad but not ok to sit in it for too long. It also sucks that I get a ton of ideas for sad artwork but keep myself from doing it when I’m feeling sad because I don’t want to worry people or make others feel sad. I tell myself, “do it when you’re not feeling so sad.” but when I’m ok I don’t want to do the sad arts. I keep telling myself, “make the sad art because you don’t hafto share it with anyone.” but yeah…
Anyways, thanks for coming today even without a tweet, instagram post, or facebook post! It makes me happy when people come here without being told. Ok, back to work. Unit plans, lesson plans, supplies list, Ace pet food order, goodwill donation bag, groceries, and much much more to do!!
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